Paulina's World

I am a weird, funny and a mature woman with a side of crazy. "CrazyWeirdDuh" is the name I mostly use on online. (For a reason, lol) I am tired of men telling me (& other women) they deserve better and women being sorry for themselves. Something has got to give braah. Men if a woman is with you and she loves you dearly, then appreciate that love and cherish it. Stop being self conscience about your shit and pushing the girl away with your insecurities. Women stop feeling sorry for yourselves! Yes you were hurt, yes it sucked and yes it could happen again but because you have been through that pain you are aware and more wise. Accept that wisdom and use it to your advantage not let it hold you down!  I just want YOU to love yourselves. Understand we all have baggage no matter what one says.. and there is someone out there to help you get through it and move on. Don't you forget that! @CrazyWeirdDuh TUMBLR  http://paulinasmindbodyandsoul.tumblr.com

My cousin was taken from me about two years ago and I haven't really kept it a secret because my outlet is writing and if you are on any of my social sites you have seen me go through my ups and downs with my pain. Considering on my blog I have more strangers then people I know I don't spill out too much. Which is funny because I have revealed so much about myself on here. Anyways with the help of a few people in my life, I have come to a realization of my sadness. Of course I have the right to be sad and struggling with emotion because he was taken. But there has been something even more troubling within me going on. I felt alone. Surrounded with people telling me they love me and telling me why it was hard to avoid. Which was the right move on their part because I am so open to love that hearing that and their reasons why snapped me out of it. I made people fear that I couldn't be trusted alone because taking my life might end up an option. But I would never be so selfi...

The enemy tries so hard to tell that love will not see things through. That I need money and money is the most important thing on this earth. Love is so much more then people give it credit for. Love is not easy to give nor receive sometimes because we have to actually let people in either way. When we do that the enemy loses his edge on you. Who is the enemy? Satan. For some people that may be to much so you can also think of it as life. When life keeps attacking and not giving you a break. When you can't figure out why things won't go your way. Love can really conquer all but when we don't believe in that we see something else going on in our lives. Like love not doing much. If we don't believe or live by that belief we don't give off that vibe. Love is contagious and that is a good thing because you end up surrounding yourself by people who have the same vibes as you. Now I am talking about religion because there is even some mean ass Christians who are...