Paulina's World

I have never really had a New Years kiss. This really just dawned on me this recent New Year. For those that I know, that are like me or at least for the last few years have been like me are really depressed about it. I am not talking about that girl you just picked up at a bar or that man you were kind of just put with because everyone else is a couple. I mean a New Years kiss with someone you are in love with. I know, I know here Paulina go with her mushy shit.... Right? But Seriously something speaks to me about actually being in love and starting a fresh year with someone. It really is something I am fascinated with and at the same time something I desire. The Reason From what I can remember I have either been single or not been able to be with my boyfriend at that time. How odd isn't it? Why is this? Well for starters because no money and that has never really meant much to me but to my ex's money seems to make them feel less of a man. I have always dated high s...