Leave it up to Paulina to say what other people won't! Lol
-Sonia M. 3/20/11
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You keep it raw, real, and freaky! Just the way I like it
-Wayne Aldridge 3/20/11
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You blog was poppin.. I lowkey was kinda excited reading it.. lol
-Noah Jones 3/31/11
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Its like your one of the homies but a super hot homie lol
-Noah Jones 3/31/11
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She back and badder then ever !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Adrian Plummer 5/26/11Links
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About Me
Hello I am Paulina aka Ms. Xrated, I will be 22 in April. My interest consist of reading,drawing/art and of course writing. I am Mexican, 5'6, and thick. I got a belly, thighs, and ass; & I love it. I love my curves. This is why I think men find me attractive because so many girls are thin little things and have zero confidence. So ladies don't think being thin will make you happy. You have to be happy with who you are, to be really happy. Anyways, being open about sex started when I was in my teenage years. I was about 13 when I read and learned the facts about sex.
Before I read about sex I knew as much as the next virgin. Nobody wants to read about sex at that age, they would prefer to actually do it and make it up as they go. So after I started to read about it I became intrigued with how much we kids didn't know and yet still was willing to do it. All I heard among other teens was as long as they wore a condom they don't have to worry about STDs and Pregnancy. That was in fact true, but it isn't so cut and dry like they all made it out to be. (Not to get into details but you can still get or get someone pregnant, you can get other STDs that just have to do with genital contact and/or from saliva. Condoms break and are put on wrong half the time by young boys.)
Before I read about sex I knew as much as the next virgin. Nobody wants to read about sex at that age, they would prefer to actually do it and make it up as they go. So after I started to read about it I became intrigued with how much we kids didn't know and yet still was willing to do it. All I heard among other teens was as long as they wore a condom they don't have to worry about STDs and Pregnancy. That was in fact true, but it isn't so cut and dry like they all made it out to be. (Not to get into details but you can still get or get someone pregnant, you can get other STDs that just have to do with genital contact and/or from saliva. Condoms break and are put on wrong half the time by young boys.)
Since those days my interest in the facts has only grown. I have also become more open about my curiosity of sex and my own sexuality. Even though I talk about of a lot "X-Rated" stuff, sex is not only about fucking someone on a daily basis. It is about expressing how you feel about that person whether its how attracted you are towards him/her and/or how much you love her. Sex is about how much you are comfortable with your body and that of your lovers. Sex also expresses who you are as a person. It does not define who you are don't get me wrong but can give someone an idea.
Blogging is cheaper than Therapy.
This is very much true. Perhaps if I wasn't able to express myself and vent about the stupidity of others I would in fact be insane. People want to know more about me and considering I just got into with some people. Why not start sharing about me now.
So first thing is my background. Well I am Mexican, born in Cali, and just recently turned 22 -April 3rd. I am caring and trustworthy. Been that way since I was a kid. Everyone always thought I was older when I was younger. I moved a lot. Had no permanent and real friends for more then a couple of years. When I was 13 I got into a bad car accident and changed me forever. I had to deal with the pain for 4years before doctors would even exam me. Then 17 turning 18 I finally got the surgery. I had to learn how to walk and function all over again. And to this day have severe back pain. My back goes out for no reason sometimes and the cold makes it hurt more. When my grandpa died I had just turned 15 (He passed 4/20/05). I lost all control. He was my best friend. We did everything together. I ditched. Ran away. Treated my mother like shit. I lost any sense of feeling and just did not give a fuck.
After I saw the way I made my mother feel I vowed never to do that to her again.
I began working towards my diploma and went to college at the same time. I got my diploma when I was 21. It took me so long because like always I was still moving around and it was hard going to class all the time. But no matter how hard it got I stood by it and it also took me long to get my diploma class because I was studying for an actual DIPLOMA not GED.
My graduation date was July 15 last year it was hard to be happy because at the same time I was told my grandmother was going to die any day. My grandma passed away of cancer two days later... Til this day I have not really celebrated reaching my goal and getting my diploma. I was beyond hurt. And I was really confused I didn't know how to be happy or sad. I was lost. I had lost someone again. This time was even harder because she was only in her 50s. Um yeah this is hard to talk about. But I must. Uh my mom, grandma and me were always together doing something and its like a piece of my heart is missing. To this day it is very hard. As time goes by I feel better but ugh..
My graduation date was July 15 last year it was hard to be happy because at the same time I was told my grandmother was going to die any day. My grandma passed away of cancer two days later... Til this day I have not really celebrated reaching my goal and getting my diploma. I was beyond hurt. And I was really confused I didn't know how to be happy or sad. I was lost. I had lost someone again. This time was even harder because she was only in her 50s. Um yeah this is hard to talk about. But I must. Uh my mom, grandma and me were always together doing something and its like a piece of my heart is missing. To this day it is very hard. As time goes by I feel better but ugh..
This time I was/is an adult and that's why I didn't get out of control. But I did get into some kind of depression I guess you could say. I would just cry out of no where. It was like I had a pain in my heart and I could not fix it. But with my grandmothers death I have had more people there for me unlike my grandpa's death. My grandmothers birthday was hard but I had my mom and my boyfriend. With my grandfather I dealt with his birthday way harder then any day because I wanted to call and wish a happy bday. His death date I handled with uncontrollable crying or/and silence. No one understood why I was still hurt and so broken about it. My grandfather passed on 4/20 "smoker holiday" so I have to hear motherfuckaz talk about it all day and it gets annoying you know? So I just don't like 4-20. Something I said was taken out of context by some family members. They called me insensitive and dramatic and that I don't care about there feelings or WORSE that I don't care about my grandpa! lol WHATEVER. Just because I don't like the day my best friend died???..How about you GO FUCK YOURSELVES!
I am not close to my family. As you can imagine lol... There are many reasons behind it but mainly they don't understand me. They judge me for being "hood/ghetto" because I am in fact from the hood. I was a delinquent and they never let me forget it. They judge me for dating black men. They take shit I say & twist, flip and change it all around! They don't like gays, some have a problem with un-holy things but only when it is convenient because they judge others for their sins but they don't like at themselves. Not all my family is like this but I would say about 90% maybe even 95%...ugh I can just go on and on lol... FOR THE RECORD I will not, not like something or someone because a family member doesn't and that is mostly why they are the way they are towards me. I am my own fucking person and I have my own opinions no matter who likes it or rather who DON'T like it.
So yeah my BIGGEST haters are some family members. Sad..right?
My mother and I are as close as ever. She knows about my blog and sexy pictures lol and supports me all the way. My mother has always got me what I needed and tries to get me what I want. We have no secrets now and its awesome. We had our rough patch and some people think we are perfect and just been like this since she gave birth. But unfortunately not true. We are human we had to work hard at our mother and daughter relationship just like everyone else. What is funny..is we still argue and still have our moments where we can't stand each other. My outgoing and crazy side was encouraged by her which is funny because my grandmother would be cheering me on even more lmao she was a freaky chick! I member one time my grams asking me "girl do you be sucking on boys pee pee's" I was like omg grams..lmao that shit was funny but so her!
I have my best friends Kim and Sonia who got my back all the way. They're both awesome because they both have kids and still doing the damn thing! They work hard and yet still care about and look out for others (ME) lol
Random Facts- My favorite place is the BEACH if I am sad or stressed take me there. Favorite color is green. Love sea food. I love Law n Order, Csi, Bones, SVU, and white collar lol <--don't judge. I love school. I love to Read. I love to write. I love to draw even though I am not great lmao. I taught myself the American Sign Language (ASL) alphabet when I was 13. I still practice at least a few hours every other day. I LOVE listening to unknown artist & every since I got a myspace when I was 15 I have been on that shit (listening and supporting un-knowns). Still talk to un-known artist that I met few years back. Things that turn me on to a guy is his Swag and his LIPS! I wear glasses or contacts. I like honey and peanut butter on my toast. I love bananas. I love fruit in general. I love Arizona peach, honey green tea, and raspberry tea. My cats names are Shurrkkan a boy and Godzilla<--is a girl..I love in-scents, candles and fresheners lol... I really like smoking HOOKAH now and have gone to a few lounges. If I see a dog or cat get hit by a car I will cry and be upset. I can't even see a dead animals body:( uhhh and I get a headache at least once a day for 30minutes. NO FUCKING LIE.
Right now I am getting ready for college -to go back to college smh.. I will be going to summer semester;) my majors are writing, counseling and certificate in American Sign Language (ASL).
Working on my blogs "Paulinas XRated World" and "Keeping Xtra Raw and Uncut with Paulina " which is my NEW interview blog. So make sure you subscribe to that one too kk babes..
I have a few things in motion...in slow motion but they moving lol...hopefully this summer is when it all goes down.
I am on twitter @CrazyWeirdDuh I answer back always! I only follow back my supported/fans:)
I am on twitter @CrazyWeirdDuh I answer back always! I only follow back my supported/fans:)
P.S. sowwy if there is a lot of typos and missing words lol I am on my phone. I'll fix it later.. muah! PEACE LaterZ!
Real Shit about Facebook
Hello, “Paulina’s XRated World” on facebook and I talk about sex topics or talk shit and I also post nude photos that are ART. I am a smart woman, who is about to be 22 years old.I live in California and am currently going to college. I have my opinion and have the right to put it on facebook just like everyone else. “Paulina’s XRated World” might be too much for some people but that is why they have the option to like my page or not like it. They are not forced to fucking like my shit let alone forced to read my shit, people do that on their own. I should not be punished because someone doesn’t like it. My pictures are art and it’s just not fair how famous people get to post sexy pictures of themselves on their profiles but when I do it you guys (facebook people) want to warn us and then delete the page. Even when they are just pictures with cleavage and no nudity you delete the page. I believe if my page is set to 18 and over that I should be allowed to post whatever I please. I understand you have to step your game up because kids have killing themselves due to cyber bullying but that is neither my fault nor others who have pages. These solutions are not the answer to your problems. You should not allow anyone under 17 to have a facebook that is just my opinion but I think it makes a lot of sense. I wasn’t even interested in facebook until I was about 18 if my memory serves me right. Facebook was for college kids/adults really. I don’t like these little kids on here anyways. That’s where your focus should be, real talk. You should have an area to report young kids as well not just spam or abuse. Facebook doesn’t even tell you why they are deleting you other then you were not following facebook rules. Not what pictures, not what you said, not if you offended someone, nothing! Something has to be said! && I guess it’s going to be me. Please re-post, share, and tweet, whatever gets it out there, do it!
-Paulina
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