Paulina's World

I think forgiveness is more important than a lot of people realize. 

Sometimes we throw away the Key to our hearts and don't even realize it.  We know the Key fits our heart perfectly. What if I am irresponsible and lose the Key or forget about the key? Maybe end up not even care about the Key anymore? What if...? Full of fear and pain. What people don't realize that Key can unlock all your pain and fear and set you free. You trust them with your heart and everything within it. Leaving no more room for the pain and fear. Making you face it but at least not alone. Pain and fear are life's twisted joke on us and they can get powerful if we have never faced it before. This is why when you do face it and your not alone but with your Key, you can overcome it. Stay to true to your heart and cherish your Key.  The perfect fit means an unbreakable match.

I am a weird, funny and a mature woman with a side of crazy. "CrazyWeirdDuh" is the name I mostly use on online. (For a reason, lol) I am tired of men telling me (& other women) they deserve better and women being sorry for themselves. Something has got to give braah. Men if a woman is with you and she loves you dearly, then appreciate that love and cherish it. Stop being self conscience about your shit and pushing the girl away with your insecurities. Women stop feeling sorry for yourselves! Yes you were hurt, yes it sucked and yes it could happen again but because you have been through that pain you are aware and more wise. Accept that wisdom and use it to your advantage not let it hold you down!  I just want YOU to love yourselves. Understand we all have baggage no matter what one says.. and there is someone out there to help you get through it and move on. Don't you forget that! @CrazyWeirdDuh TUMBLR  http://paulinasmindbodyandsoul.tumblr.com

My cousin was taken from me about two years ago and I haven't really kept it a secret because my outlet is writing and if you are on any of my social sites you have seen me go through my ups and downs with my pain. Considering on my blog I have more strangers then people I know I don't spill out too much. Which is funny because I have revealed so much about myself on here. Anyways with the help of a few people in my life, I have come to a realization of my sadness. Of course I have the right to be sad and struggling with emotion because he was taken. But there has been something even more troubling within me going on. I felt alone. Surrounded with people telling me they love me and telling me why it was hard to avoid. Which was the right move on their part because I am so open to love that hearing that and their reasons why snapped me out of it. I made people fear that I couldn't be trusted alone because taking my life might end up an option. But I would never be so selfi...

The enemy tries so hard to tell that love will not see things through. That I need money and money is the most important thing on this earth. Love is so much more then people give it credit for. Love is not easy to give nor receive sometimes because we have to actually let people in either way. When we do that the enemy loses his edge on you. Who is the enemy? Satan. For some people that may be to much so you can also think of it as life. When life keeps attacking and not giving you a break. When you can't figure out why things won't go your way. Love can really conquer all but when we don't believe in that we see something else going on in our lives. Like love not doing much. If we don't believe or live by that belief we don't give off that vibe. Love is contagious and that is a good thing because you end up surrounding yourself by people who have the same vibes as you. Now I am talking about religion because there is even some mean ass Christians who are...

Sex before marriage, are you for it or against it? I had brought this up in a forum and it there was so much controversy because I simple said I find it hard at times because of my beliefs. I was not indicating that all people battle with this because of their beliefs. I know there might be things like you are not ready or you haven't found that person that made you comfortable enough to go there with them. I have even been told that they were just scared that their parents would find out and the reasons can just go on and on.  Statistically 80% of Christians like myself have sex before marriage according to  http://urbanbellemag.com   posted May 15, 2012 . Which I have to say I can see that because a lot of the Christians I have met or know are not virgins.  (People in general not just Christians) Which is unfortunate because 54% of women and 16% percent of men regret having sex before marriage. And 38% percent of them said that it has been the influ...

I highly dislike when a guy I am dating or when I see it in other relationships... when the other person in the relationship talks about there relationship problems to the sex they are attracted to or ex's... Just other people in general too much . It is something I put my foot down on hard and have even broken up with guys over this. Because that is how you are letting others influence your relationship. It should be a small crowd of people you trust to talk to and it should be someone who has known you your whole life or most of it. Not an ex. I can't stand that bro. Why is this bad?  Well for one when you involve the wrong people in your relationship you are letting people who don't care about you and your happiness to the full extent. Which can make matters worse and influence you to make the wrong choices with your relationship and you will more than likely regret. Someone who knows you will see if someone else fits with your lifestyle and who you are. And can tell if...

Definition of Jaded: Cynical by experiences I am not a jaded person. One thing I have always said is DO NOT BLAME LOVE FOR YOUR EX WRONG DOING'S because that is not fair to yourself and others. That person may have done you wrong, however, you are not going to get anywhere in your love life by blaming love and every person you meet. One thing I have always had problems and issues with is ex's because people keep them in the picture as full blown "best friends" or "friends" but in my experience ex's are just that ex's and they shouldn't be in the picture. Sure say hi... or acknowledge them if you run into them at the mall or some crap like that. {Note: My ex's in the past have always exaggerated when I told them how I feel about ex's acting like I said to be rude to their ex's or dis them. NO this is not what I am saying. However, if it is evident that the ex still likes you or/& trying to sabotage your relationship- tell them ...